24 4 / 2014

24 4 / 2014

"

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

"

It’s not that I don’t love you.  (via extrasad)

(via a--voidance)

24 4 / 2014

normallyystrange:

I’m not even sorry about Jurassic park spam because dinosaurs. DINOSAURS. 

normallyystrange:

I’m not even sorry about Jurassic park spam because dinosaurs. DINOSAURS. 

(Source: totalfilm, via maagicdusttt)

24 4 / 2014

24 4 / 2014

24 4 / 2014

pattnson:

make me choose → anon asked: Katherine Pierce or Serena van der Woodsen

(via emilystonne)

24 4 / 2014

flowury:

THIS LOOKS LIKE THE BEST GRASS EVER

(Source: p-ricklypear, via thenoxxkid)

24 4 / 2014

sparkafterdark:

better-than-kanye-bitchh:

of all the places

I was raised by women, they put god damn everything in there I swear that’s their own fucking super power so this is the most well written and accurate representation of a female character I’ve ever seen.

(via saltpillar)

24 4 / 2014

meowrailsprite:

animatedcatastrophe:

I JUST GOOGLED WHAT CAUSES PERIOD PAINS AND APPARENTLY IT’S BECAUSE THE UTERUS CONTRACTS AND THAT CUTS OFF THE FUCKING BLOOD SUPPLY 

PEOPLE WITH PERIOD PAINS ARE LITERALLY FEELING THEIR UTERUS TRYING TO KILL ITSELF 

hello yes 911 this is an emergency my uterus is trying to kill itself

(via saltpillar)

24 4 / 2014

molotovriot:

space-tart:

astro-stoner:

hohokev:

why do jellyfish only sting when theres physical contact

why doesnt the electricity just surge throughout the entire ocean

why dont jellyfish rule the world

Fun fact!  Jellyfish don’t use electricity to sting you.  Whenever they feel pressure against their tentacles, it causes its cells to rapidly send out these stingers into your skin that then release its venom.  Like this:

image

(via saltpillar)

24 4 / 2014

24 4 / 2014

tarassein:

stunningpicture:

Lions pretend to be hurt by the bites of their young to encourage them.

this put the biggest smile on my face

tarassein:

stunningpicture:

Lions pretend to be hurt by the bites of their young to encourage them.

this put the biggest smile on my face

(via blacksmaug)

23 4 / 2014

"Rape is one of the most terrible crimes on earth. And it happens every few minutes. The problem with groups who deal with rape is that they try to educate women about how to defend themselves. What really needs to be done is teaching men not to rape. Go to the source and start there."

Kurt Cobain talking in November 1991 about the background behind the song ‘Polly’ (via bloodychaos)

(Source: drive-my-rubber-soul, via herglassofcoffee)

23 4 / 2014

22 4 / 2014